Hmmm... Lets see what to say about myself. I never really was good at talking about the kind of person I am, because to be honest I am really not sure. I care about people more than I care about myself. I put others in front of myself. That is why I want to be a psychologist because helping people makes me happy. Even if I have trouble helping myself. I don't care about anything that doesn't matter to me. That sounds harsh but it's who I am.
The personality test that I took said that I was "The performer" which means that I am a fun person. I will do anything to put a smile on someones face. The test said I have a good heart and I do hear that A lot but see the problem with me is that I have a hard time sharing what's inside it. I tend to keep things hidden. You will never know if anything is wrong with me because I hate sharing my feelings, I hate showing emotion. I am a very loud, happy person so when I am quiet and reserved, when I keep to myself then you know something is wrong with me and the people who know me well, know how true that is.
It takes a lot to get me mad. But when I am mad, all hell breaks lose. My conscious is really deep within me because it haunts every time I do wrong. I think that's why I try to be nice most of the time because it would kill me if I wasn't. i love to be around people, I love being entertained and busy like I always seem to be but I also enjoy being alone because sometimes you just need the time to yourself. The quiet does seem to scare me though. The quiet screams the truth. The truth hurts when it doesn't want to be heard. School is very important. My education matters. Everything has to be done. If it's not then I will completely freak out until I get it done. So I guess I am very organized. Everything has to be in it's place. Some more than others.
As my test said I like to have fun. I wish everyday was a party. A non-stop party. I can be serious when I need to be. However, smiles have to be around me at all times. I am like a mood ring, figuratively speaking. You know what I am feeling at all times, because of how I behave. What I do, how I do it, why I did it. I am a very respectful person but when I am angry at that person I tend to be rude. People who know me know that I am a very nice person. It is very rare for me to be mean. Unless I have a reason to be. BUT I am very stub burn. If you tell me to do something or not to do something, I will do the exact opposite. I can be a book worm but I can also be a rebellious teen.
My personality will always be the same no matter the age and that is just something I cannot change. Only if I really wanted to, but I like who I am. Most of the time. There are times when I make my own self mad but what can I say I'm me!! I won't change for anyone unless I change for myself. People either like me or they don't. You can love me or you can hate me. Sometimes both at the same time:) I am, who I am, and I am proud of it!
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